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Cleverly Disquised As A Responcible Adult!!! I'm just a girl with a brain that never sleeps, it's always working nonstop. I am a survivor seeking to be a thriver, a wife, an ex-wife, a lover, a polyamorous bi-sexual, a mother, a step-mother, a daughter, a sister, a friend, an anima l & nature lover, an open adoption birth mother, an educator, a swinger, a cheater, an abused child and woman, a survivor of that and so many others, always striving not to be the abuser, I need a place to be, to put it all out there, "maybe if it's no longer inside of me it won't keep threatening the life it belongs to". This is my therapy couch. I appreciate you reading, commenting and watching. Thanks for listening or not.
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Happy Titty Tuesday or Early HNW
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Posted:Jan 8, 2013 10:20 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2013 9:25 pm
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Alas my pervy friends I have no drama or fireworks to report to you today. The house inspection and start of the eviction process went off without a hitch because the offensive party here after referred to as the “her” decided she had to be somewhere else. She tried to reschedule was told no and that we would do it without her. I was happy to find that the key I have works and we were able to get everything filed. Now we just wait until the end of the month when the courts should make a decision or set a date for a hearing. Until then it’s all on her.
The GC meeting was as challenge as always. I wound up being Troop Leader and Cookie Trainer for the night. I was prepared for the Troop Leader part but the Cookie Trainer was last minute when the person said they were going to be considerably late. Despite that it went well. Cookie sales are on. Yes you pervs I will even sell cookies to ya’ll. Let me know you want cookies and I’ll get a message to you.
My Viking said I was just the right mix, a pigmy alpha. He gets a thrill out of seeing me in "Get Her Done" mode. I’m not so alpha that I threaten his superior dominance but I will gladly step up and lead if I need to. Pigmy Alpha? Well of course, I am the Queen of the Pygmy Fuckbeasts did that silly Viking god of a man expect a Queen not to be alpha in pygmy form?...lmao….
I would love to wax poetic for you tonight but I have a ton of homework both for the eviction and for cookie sales. I also have to get up at a decent hour to go for a head shrinking. Hope all you pervs have a great week. Happy HNW!
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An Eye of Hurricane View
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Posted:Jan 5, 2013 10:48 pm
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2013 11:01 pm
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Have you ever watched the train wrecks of people lives collide all around you as the pieces of your own life seem to be falling into place? Like sitting in the shared eye of multiple hurricanes your immediate sphere is sunny bright and happy but you can see the devastation all around you. I’m talking about all the people around me who are at one extreme or the other in life. Here’s a list of people close to me getting separated and divorced; my mom 25+ years, my BFF 20+ years, my favorite cousin 7+ years, my sister 6+years, my ex-sister-in-law 30+ years and I’m sure there are a few I’m forgetting. Throw a few broken hearts and terminally ill extended family members for balance. Then let’s go to the other extreme of those I know having or just had babies; Scott & Deb, Cpt & Mz. SAH, our last babysitter, 2 cousins, Jess, 2 other lifestyle acquaintances, 3 GF’s from HS, one of the pet sitters and the other just got married. My sister-in-law and a close cousin are with me on the trying to get preggers quest. Swirling on the outer edges are other tornados of people who are spiraling out of control.
Early next week I get to drive over an hour north to the former home of the Viking to evict his ex-wife and her 2 from the house he bought for her. My poor Viking is stressing about it more than I am. In many perverse ways I am going to thoroughly enjoy myself. Yes, I know I’m a bitch. I really cannot believe that someone with her book smarts is as stupid as to fuck up the cushy fucking life he has given her and would continue to as long as she paid rent and took care of the place. His story with her is not mine to tell but suffice it to say that I despise this woman and have absolutely no sympathy for her. She has been digging this grave a long time. I would like to say that I feel bad but I don’t at all. Does that make me a bad person? Don’t know and don’t care, maybe so but I would be lying if I said I will not enjoy seeing justice finally biting the right person in the ass. She doesn’t know anything about me, who I am or that we are married but I’m sure during the process of the eviction she will figure it out. That should be a fun array of fireworks to see. Once again I am going to enjoy having an outlet for righteous anger and being able to seek out a little payback for all the wrongs. Besides that it gives me a good excuse to get all dressed up and act like an educated uppity bitch. Who doesn’t love getting to do that? I have someone going with me as a witness in case she gets stupid but I’m pretty sure it will go fairly smoothly.
I’ve been very flattered by hearing New Year greetings from several summer FWB’s. I was very happy to see that chatting and flirting with them was not a temptation in the least to want to play again. My libido has been slowly reawakening but only for my Viking. The idea of anyone else is beyond unappealing to me right now. I guess I am in full on broodmare mode…lmao….We have 70-84 days left. Sometimes it seems like forever but I remind myself how far we’ve come.
The shorter time gets the busier I need to get and the more the stalls on paperwork are annoying me. I have a full day of calling everyone from US Fish & Wildlife to check on my parrot’s passport, the magistrate court for the eviction to the IRS. I hate talking on the phone but I hate holding on the phone and surfing through 3-10 people before you can get someone competent enough to solve your problem or answer your questions even more.
Girls Club cookie sales are off to a good start and I am working hard to get things running smoothly before the Viking comes home. I have already warned them not to bother me for a couple of weeks after he gets home. Other that Lil Bit and bare minimum family interaction we will be hibernating with each other. Speaking of hibernating, I really enjoyed my holiday hibernation with its few family visitors. Now it’s time for me to hibernate for the night. Lil Bit is home and will no doubt want my attention since I haven’t seen her more than 5 days or so of her 3 week break. She has a spelling be to practice for and a room full of Christmas presents to put away.
I hope you pervs are having a great weekend. Take care of yourselves and love each other well.
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All a Blur
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Posted:Jan 3, 2013 8:57 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2013 9:26 pm
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My head was spinning
It was all a blur
Fuzzy around the edges
Making me unsure
Slitting my eyes to wedges
My vision clears
To focus on her
Hourglass curves from the rear"
LAF 010213
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Getting Good at Going with the Flow
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Posted:Jan 2, 2013 7:36 pm
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2013 6:38 pm
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I was supposed to be going down to my mom’s in Panama City, Fla tomorrow but my pet sitter had to cancel a few days ago. So I am home in a clean house enjoying getting organized and chomping to get things rolling again for the move. I went to my favorite cousins’ house New Year’s Day to eat and enjoyed chatting with the women folk at the table after lunch. I am ready to move away from family for a while. There is too much stupid drama and childish behavior for me to put up with for much longer.
I let my sister borrow the Jeep to go down to my mom’s, loaned her some money and gave her gas money. She left yesterday afternoon. They are supposed to be back Saturday. Lil Bit seems to be having a good time. My sister & my mom are pissed off because our step-dad got Lil Bit voice lessons for her birthday. He arranged for the other 2 girls to go play mini-golf while he takes Lil Bit but they are pissed because he didn’t do anything for the other girls’ birthdays in the summer. I am not getting involved in it. I think he should remember to do something for all the girls’ birthdays but he did good in being sure that all the girls had something fun to do. We have the plans for Lil Bit’s 10th birthday sleepover and party ironed out. Now I just have to find us some cheap sleeping bags and an inflated mat for mine otherwise I won’t be able to walk afterwards. We are doing a sleep over at the zoo, the zoo the next day then cake and pizza when we get back Saturday night. Should be lots of fun even with 4 in tow…lol…the zoo and aquariums are 2 places I love taking to.
My New Year’s Eve with my lil bro & ho was nice. We didn’t have any really deep conversations but it was a comfortable relaxing time just hanging out together. He didn’t really want to tell me what dad talked about and that was fine. We went through a bunch of old pics. I’ve got to scan a bunch for him but had some I was able to give him. We had a great dinner, watched old movies, game shows and drank a lot of Mead both in apple cider and alone. They left before lunch the next day. I’m looking forward to seeing him in April when we go up for the concert. I’m interested to see where this leads. I have always theorized that we can build the family we really want by surrounding ourselves with people who are complementary to our life views. I try to do that by seeing the members of my family and friends who are like me more often and limiting the negative influence. It would be nice to have another positive.
I am in bookkeeping mode as we gear up for tax season, Girls Club cookie sales madness and the move. I’m really annoyed because I’m very bored right now. Lots of things are on hold until one small thing falls into place we can’t move forward. I want to be busy so that time will go by faster. 80 days is a hell of an improvement over the total 283 days we started with but when I’m not busy it seems like a very long time!
I’m going to try to get more porn and erotic readings made for my biggest fan since I have a few more days of mommy-cation. He has not asked for them much but I know he loves new material. The Viking is supposed to get me more pics. I have a new toy to play with my camera. It’s a small tripod that bends and twists to attach to almost anything. I’ll be sure to share the results with you.
I hope your 2013 is off to a great start! Here’s double HNW to wish you a very pervy New Year! (New pics courtesy of my gorilla grip mini-tripod)
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Happy HNW 2013
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Posted:Jan 2, 2013 2:33 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2013 9:27 pm
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As usual Lulu had to remind me it was Wednesday. Happy New Year!
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Happy New Year!
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Posted:Jan 1, 2013 1:56 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2013 10:14 am
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Happy New Year!
My house is as clean as it ever gets, there are nice thick T-bones marinating in the fridge, apple cider warming on the stove in anticipation of my little brother visiting. The Viking asked me today on the phone if I was nervous. I’m not nervous but I am excited. I haven’t seen him in 18 years. He was 15 years old and that was the 1st and only time we met. I got back in touch with him a year or so ago through FB but just recently actually starting talking. We were making plans for me to come up to KY before we move. The Viking and I are going up there to see Fleetwood Mac in concert. When he told me he was coming to Atlanta for a concert I invited him down or offered to take him to dinner while he was down. He’s stopping at my dad’s house before he comes here. I can’t wait to hear what all he has to say about that visit.
Making new family connections is a good way to start off the New Year. Hope all of my favorite pervy friends have a great New Year! Take care and love each other well!
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Sunday Snuggles
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Posted:Dec 30, 2012 1:27 am
Last Updated:Jan 2, 2013 5:11 pm
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I have gotten much accomplished in the last week despite being extraordinarily lazy at times. For example last night I completely undecorated the Christmas tree, packed all the assorted home décor for the holidays and put it all neatly away in the closet. Those boxes and Lil Bit’s rooms are ready to go to Italy. We are stalled until certain agencies finish processing paperwork. I’m getting antsy because I could be getting lots of things done. We have somewhere between 75-90 days left and I am way past being ready for this to be over.
This is going to be another very busy month with special order crate ordering, building and beginning crate training. Vehicle shipping, visas, parrot crate customization and arranging early shipping of non-essential household goods all will be getting done in the next month or so. Throw in Lil Bit’s 10th birthday, Girls Club cookie sales starting, handling a house/ex issue for the Viking and things start to get interesting. The only good thing is all this should keep me busy which means time will move instead of crawl for me. We’re on the short slide home now we can do this with our eyes closed.
I also went out to check on the horses yesterday & retrieved the found pocketbook plus. The good news is that Roan’s feet seem fine. I’m just really happy to see her feeling better and not in pain. She is running and leaping around without having had any aspirin for over a week. Both horses had obviously been rolling in the grass and were happy to see me. They seem very happy on the back 40 acres. The drive back across the creek gives me an excuse to put the truck in 4x4 low. We’ve got to work out the situation with the back gate too since that is the only way the farrier is going to be able to get to them when they need trimming. As the move looms I’m anxious about leaving them for 2 years but I know they will mostly likely be fine. They couldn’t be on any better land and pasture.
With the miraculous return of my original camera came the 1st Christmas tree lingerie photo shoot, Lil Bits church Christmas play as well as some really cool full moon shots. Now that the tree is down I’m ready to get my easel and art supplies back out and in use. The 13 full moons this year have me yearning for half naked women in the moonlight, hot rods, fairies, hoof prints and tattoos in shades of royal purples and emerald greens. I want to get the shadow box made for our feather collection from our Ireland School of Falconry adventure and the latest posters and artwork framed. I want the antique bar top tiled and beautiful again. It is long past time to close this chapter and start a new one.
Today was a total lazy day. 5 years ago my Mam-maw passed away after a long battle with cancer. She had a way of being a best friend to several of us in the family without anyone ever feeling less important. She had favorites but you could never be sure who they were. My whole family kind of reminisced about her today so I was already sad, after chatting with my Viking today I decided I wasn’t going to get out of my PJ’s today. I was going to eat, play games, read, watch movies and just be lazy. I did clean up from the Christmas tree removal, run the dishwasher and clean the kitchen counters. I also went to visit my favorite Aunt and Uncle for ribs and Brunswick stew. Yes, I went in my PJ’s and fuzzy purple Eyore robe. After assuring me that no one was there other than family a long-time family friend showed up. He’s know me since I was a little girl and thought it was perfectly normal for me to be hanging out in my PJ’s outside around the fire with my Uncle G. No I’m not one of those people that will go to Wally World shopping like that but in my little po-dunk home town if I’m not going in I will go through the drive through and visit my family that way…lol…
I need to go take an Ambien while I am free and try to reset my sleep schedule. I have a lot to do tomorrow. My half-brother from my dad’s side is supposed to come visit NYE. He and his GF are in Atlanta at a concert tonight and sight-seeing tomorrow. The Viking and I are going to see Fleetwood Mac and spend a long weekend in Stephen’s hometown in April. I actually have our Fleetwood Mac tickets in hand. Yep I did a very naughty happy dance when I saw those tickets! They came in the mail last week. Our hotel is booked and I’m super excited about that little mini-vacation a few weeks after he gets home to celebrate our 1st anniversary. I have to make sure Lil Bits bed is changed and her bathroom is presentable. I haven’t seen him since he came to visit my dad when we lived with my Grandma in NY. He was only 16-18. He just turned 33-34. It should be an interesting visit.
The day after my lil bro & ho leave I get to drive over an hour to handle the unpleasantness with the ex and house. On the 3rd I get to drive back to PCB, Fl with my sister and older niece in tow to spend 2 days with all of us crammed into my mom tiny apartment. I have about decided that Lil Bit and I will have to get a hotel for one of those nights. I don’t think my nerves will handle them all in less than a 1000 sq. ft. especially after whatever drama goes on the day before. To be honest, in a twisted way I’m looking forward to it. That thrill of righteous anger is a great outlet for all of my frustrations. I am not above gloating over people who choose to remain ignorant and dysfunctional. I will not get on that soap box. I will not get on that soap box. Inhale, exhale, good let’s move on, shall we?
My dad dropped by unannounced one day while I was on the phone with the Viking. It was a day or 2 before Christmas. He brought gifts for Lil Bit and the dogs. The dogs’ gifts were leftover from my Aunt Steph in NY sending goodies for all the critters but not realizing Trinity was gone. That really irked the shit out of me. He knows I HATE for people to just drop in. He hates it but has done it twice since the split. He couldn’t be bothered to make any effort for most of the 2-3 years we’ve been back here but now that I’ve cut him off he wants to. Stephen plans to try to see our father which probably won’t turn out too well. I did warn him.
I really wish I could sleep more. My dreams for weeks have been nothing but the Viking from mundane everyday life to his homecoming in every possible alternative. Between talking/chatting with him during the day and dreaming about him at night I might stay sane until this is done…lol…I want to be connected to him constantly. I am now party to the bottomless void of need for him, his presence, his love and most of all right now because we can’t have it, his touch. I just want to touch him and be touched again. My fear of losing him has resurfaced with a vengeance since the time got below 100 days. For some reason the 3 Doors Down song has always stuck for a marker of time. “100 days have made me older since the last that I saw your pretty face”. Now that the time is short I’m battling the bouts of intense fear and realization that I can’t change that, only be thankful for what we have. Fate has been a pretty cruel mistress in and around my life. I would be crazy not to accept that the most cruel possibility is among the cards of my future. I just have to have faith that those won’t be the matching pair turned up by time. This is an epic love and it is worth any pain. Dream land is calling and I must away before another night turns to day.
Take care, stay sexy and love each other well. Happy New Year!
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Waiting for Heaven’s Gate
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Posted:Dec 29, 2012 6:42 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2013 9:20 pm
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The tree is down
And packed away
I just couldn’t stand it another day
Time needs to hurry
And move along
I need this year over
And more months gone
Time for spring to burst forth
And the frosts to stay north
I grow impatient as time grows short
Time just won’t move fast enough
And there’s nothing to do but wait
Until I’m standing in your arms again
Back at heaven’s gate
LAF 12/29/12
Rather ironic that this is my 666th post
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A Christmas Miracle After All
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Posted:Dec 28, 2012 1:31 am
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2012 11:14 am
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My camera, Lil Bit's pocket book & phone were all found at Callaway Gardens. They called me on my way driving down to my mom's in PCB, FL and then right back. I'm wired but about to go knock myself out. I'm teasing the VIking that now he & I have matching purple cameras. I'll even let him have the more powerful one...lol...In celebration of that I bring you a little more holiday cheer!
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7 Things about the QPFB from the Viking
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Posted:Dec 24, 2012 8:53 pm
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2012 1:27 am
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I was having a hard time coming up with 7 Things for the Beautiful Blogger post that I am overdue on so I asked my Viking for a few.
7 Things about the QPFB from the Viking
1. The best woman in the history of the species.
2. Ass that belongs on the cover of “Ass Lovers” magazine.
3. Love to fuck.
4. Funny.
5. Think rationally and logically.
6. Bisexual.
7. Squirt.
Please remember this was the Viking’s short list not mine...lol…
My response was: You are too kind and flattering but thank you. I just lucked out and got the best man ever.
Viking: Nope. You got the best Greek god. Men are mortal. I am divine.
QPFB: Amen to that
Viking: Besides, look at my white skin...if that didn't come straight from a marble statue what does?
QPFB: I'm convinced you're really a vampire in secret with that skin and rock hard muscles. If not don’t ruin my fantasy it really working for you!
96 days to go at most!
Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night.
Your loyal loving,
Queen of the Pygmy Fuckbeasts
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Merry Christmas from the Viking
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Posted:Dec 24, 2012 8:45 pm
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2012 1:27 am
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In this lovely photo you get to see me with my gifts from the Viking; a burka, a Dyson vacuum and the new camera I’m taking pictures with. I posted this on FB as well b/c my mom was dying to see them. The Viking dared me to come to the airport to pick him up in nothing but the burka but I reminded him that it has a short panel in the front. I’m still weighing the odds of me being detained if I show up in this to pick him up…lol…A friend of mine from HS commented that trying to put me in burka was like trying to stuff a cougar into a cat carrier. Actually she said mountain lion but cougar is funnier.
The house is as clean as it ever gets. All the presents are wrapped and under the tree. The tree is holding up pretty well under the relentless battering of multiple big dogs’ happy tails. I slept too late to get to the post office because I forgot they were closing early. My dad stopped by unannounced handed me a card and 2 small gifts and left. I was on the phone with the Viking when he came. Just has to fuck with me. He couldn’t be bothered for years now that I’m done he’s going to make an effort. Light the candles, deep cleansing breaths, some loud music and I’m back in the holiday spirit. I’m cooking the casseroles and pies for tomorrow now so I don’t have to get up early. Two sweet potato pies, one has coconut the other has pecans; corn casserole and sweet potato soufflé are all finished. All I have to do at 10 am is turn the oven on low slather the ham with honey, brown sugar and cinnamon add the baby carrots. Then fry the squash and okra. I’ll be getting Lil Bit back around noon. We’ll be eating around 1pm so if you’re out and about looking for good grub stop on by.
We need the Viking home to be feasting with us. I’m going to be eating left overs for a week. I foresee ham quiche, ham soup, ham stew and ham omelets in the future. I think I’ll have to freeze the rest of my homemade spaghetti & meatballs. I have pot roast from last night too. I must have been the mother to 6 in a previous life. I cannot cook small meals. Even my small meals still feed 4 easily…lol…
I dreamed about my Viking and Judah all night, such sweet dreams. I guess my doddle bug must have been paying me a Christmas visit. I’ve been dreaming about my Viking almost constantly. Funny most of the dreams are just regular every day routines or his homecoming. Occasionally they are strange like me popping in on him at work half way around the world…lol…
Hope everyone is having a very Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays or around here Happy Howling Danes!
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Beautiful Blogger
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Posted:Dec 21, 2012 1:08 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2012 6:38 pm
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Beautiful Blogger
From Sexy Spartan’s American Blogger Award I am Beautiful:
AlphaOmega10021 had a post for Beautiful Blogger Awards. I
was nominated separately by two lovely ladies, buxombbw4u and
SlenderGal88. Thank you sweethearts for thinking so!
Here is the original post: American Blogger Week: Who Will You Nominate For a Beautiful Blogger Award??
And here are the rules:
1.Copy and Save the Beautiful Blogger Award image and place it in your post.
2. Thank the person who nominated you and link back to their blog &
Tell 7 things about yourself.
3. Nominate 7 other bloggers for their own Beautiful Blogger Award.
Thank you sexy Spartan, I am honored and flattered to be nominated a beautiful blogger from someone of your smoldering sexy caliber.
As for 7 things about myself I will have to ponder to find something interesting. In the meantime I’ll give you some eye candy to ponder.
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