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A Tantrum's Blowing This Way...
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A Tantrum's Blowing This Way... I feel a tantrum coming on. I am four years old, lying on the floor of the grocery store, banging my fists and feet into the dirty floor, begging for the Frosted Flakes cuz "they're GREEAT!" I am 14, crying in the bathroom, asking my tear-stained face in the mirror "Why didn't HE ask me to dance?" Flash four-ward to: I am 54 and I'm cheesed off. Why in the world am I going to a workshop where the idea is to attract the partner who will mirror the positive and negative traits of Mommy and Daddy? I've been there, done that and it was incredibly painful. I'm still licking my wounds. Maybe I misunderstood the intention of "Keeping the Love You Find," (KLYF) which is based on imago therapy (Imago Therapy is my passion du year, along with making the world safe for the joyful "yes" to sex and building community). Imago Therapy says that we choose partners with whom we will work through the family of origin issues. Am I really supposed to try to attract the person who will not give me what I want? Please God and The Goddess, do not let it be so! Why in the world did I think this sounded like a great idea two months ago? Tantrum aside, I'm off tomorrow to climb what will likely be another emotional peak at KLYF. After that, I'll climb Half Dome in Yosemite. Just kidding. I did that at 14. But I will go drive around Yosemite with my fellow workshop attendees and pollute the park burning fossil fuel. Hey! Go see Yosemite while you can. Word is they may be removing roads in order to send it back to a more natural state. I'm still processing last weekend's workshop. Which was neither sexual nor personal development. Well, maybe it is. I mean, any time you learn something isn't it personal development? Check out Lisa Sasevich and "Living Sassy." It's a COMMUNITY for entrepreneurs. I said "yes" and then I backed out. I'm cautious about shelling out major money for schemes that may be scams. But I'm pretty sure that a "Sales Authenticity Success" Mastermind group, combined with a focus on creating an irresistible offer for my expertise will catapult me past the $XX/hour business model. My rough idea? An online training/coaching series for couples considering taking a leap into sexual exploration. Online dating, Tantra, BDSM, swinging, 3somes, 4somes, more-somes, kink, polyamory and every communication/relationship tool under the sun...you name it, I've tried it. Or I've interviewed a dozen people who have. Creating this product will be fun! Tantrum over. It's time to get on with what's next for me. {=}{=}{=} BiPolyBabe69 |
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Going to something like this seems like putting blinders on that will restrict answers and feelings. Whoa! To me, you sound like a perfectly liberated person who needs to find a like minded open minded thinking partner. I know, easier said then done. But, they have to be out there. Don't they? We all have to have our tantrums, it's only natural and normal. Good luck this weekend. Bud Always Ready for Fun.
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