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The beginning of the end
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The beginning of the end I am tired deep down in my bones. I checked myself into the hospital for a few days last month, to try and feel better. I don’t feel better. The only thing I have to show for my hospital visit is a newly acquired hospital debt over 20k strong. The United States is going under. The system is broken. Everything here is broken. My life has come to a screeching halt. I want to die. This is the only place I can actually say that. When you tell family and ‘friends’ that you want to die- they panic, but they don’t help. I’m completely stuck. I can’t afford food. I can’t pay my bills. I have this looming debt now for trying to help myself. Death seems like the only answer. I can’t even afford to die. Did you know the average funeral costs over 6 grand? Maybe I will be back. Maybe I won’t. I’m taking this one minute at a time. My parents are gone. My sister is leaving the country. My friends are being deported. What happened? How did this happen? I love you guys. I’m hoping for something better. I hope you find happiness somewhere. I’m still trying, but my tank is almost empty. Fumes, really. |
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That is never the right answer. Please check your mail and reach out to me via the 2 outlets I gave you there. We have not spoken in some time and I want to help you if I can.....and you will let me. Big Hugs.....SIG
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12/5/2017 9:36 am |
Best of luck with everything
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