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Desperately Seeking the Validation of Strangers Online  

CynicusMaximus 52M
399 posts
2/22/2017 5:29 am
Desperately Seeking the Validation of Strangers Online


I haven't felt particularly compelled to write anything here for a while.

I decided that I had enough of the nonsense and pushed away from the keyboard here. All of the prudes and the remora fish guys seeking their approval were really starting to bug me.

I just had to remind myself that half of the people here weren't even real people to me and the things they say actually don't have any gravity damage on me at all. I could have trolled back and told that woman that the best part of her naked pics were the photoshop filters that she used to hide all of her flaws... But then I would find nothing but a bunch of guys trying to ride in like a knight in shining white armor flooding my blog here with comments about what a wonderful woman she is and how dare I make fun of such a delicate butterfly..
But I have a hard time taking anything serious from a guy whose profile pic is his nasty brown hairy taint.

Fuck all of y'all.

So.. the other night I was watching a woman on cam here.. I won't lie.. pants were down on my end and she was sucking on a large dildo. But then as she was lowering this dildo into her throat, she gagged. I mean, SHE GAGGED, complete with a little vomit.. and I was done. Just done with it all, but I noticed all of the other guys in the chat room just kept going with the validation, "Oh, baby... that was so sexy." "Wow, My ex used to do that with a submarine sandwich!!"

Of course,
"hot", and the all time favorite, "Mmmmmmmmmmmm" just started scrolling by in rapid succession. It was like someone was firing a gatling gun full of misspelled vulgar words and View My Cam links. So, I left and discovered that there are some women here who don't feel the need to show off their hooters, and they actually talk back to you... Imagine that?

I also made the mistake of leaving comments on a new local woman's blog.. sounded vaguely familiar in the sense that it was geared to make her sound like another unattainable jewel.. anyone who can survive the obstacle course of a discussion with her may just get ignored at the very end and some excuse will come up about how you're just not good enough.

I'm okay with that.

Just don't fucking project all of your insecurities into me because you want to maintain some kind of guilt ridden control over the conversation about how my gender has never been worthy of your actual time. I don't know what it's like for them away from the keyboard out there in the real world, but I've noticed that the ones who are usually keeping an itchy trigger finger on guys do it because they are afraid we might discover their flaws first in a normal setting. The cards are stacked against you and at the end of the race, you get tossed off to the side with the rest of the garbage because they needed to try to fuck you over before you did it to them first.

I think we are all made up of a collection of flaws that others may or may not see. Flaws have to reach a certain level before they start to become an issue for me... In fact, I have fucked a LOT of ugly women in my life but they happen to have really beautiful personalities. But I also see beauty in just about anyone, except Kelly Anne Conway.. that woman looks like Death got a tan in Florida.

So, If you have nothing but venom laced questions and answers lined up and you have convinced yourself that the burden is on me to try to impress you in under five minutes, then I don't need your validation.

Are you here to meet someone worth your time or just ordering a pizza?

TicklePlease 56F  
13851 posts
2/22/2017 5:01 pm

Everyone I meet who's worth my time lives hundreds of miles away! I'm sticking with pizza!


CynicusMaximus replies on 3/3/2017 4:33 am:
Yeah, but you travel all over the place.

luciegirl2 55F  
508 posts
4/17/2017 7:59 pm

Yeah I just skimmed over this blog, I just want your jean pic back up


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