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Guilt
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Guilt So yesterday I cammed again, I enjoyed the attention. And as always after I was filled with guilt, will this catholic guilt with regards to sex ever go away ? I always feel something bad will happen, when anything does it validates the guilt. It is arrogance on my part to believe the higher being has nothing better to do but smite be cause I mastrubated in front of others. The guilt stays but I do not stop, addicted ? |
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Thank You ! read some excerpts on Amazon. Does look interesting? Does it have practices to follow ?
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Sometimes I myself wonder why people think God or a higher being is going around punishing people for being naked and having sex. After all, truth be told anything "said" by God or a higher power was written by a human. Can we honestly trust those humans not to put their own agenda in? Is there somehow a reason why the story always begins with Adam and Eve naked... They ate from the tree and dressed themselves. There was no command directly from God that said, bad naked humans. Stay dressed or be smited. Even in the commandments burned in by God... Where does the part in the stone that read, just making sure that you don't run around naked or ever enjoy sex because it's just as bad as murder.... What would happen if people asked God or a higher power directly about nudity and sex instead of why is there war and why do you let bad things happen to good people? If this God or higher power said, dudes you were duped by some misguided humans. Oopsies... Well then what? You can't take back all that guilt. I don't knock down what people believe or whatever religion they choose to believe in. But I think there has to be a line you draw on your own. One that says I deserve to be happy. My God or higher power wants me to enjoy life and be happy. I'm happiest naked or having sex that isn't hurting anyone else. So I'm going to be happy! Wishful thinking on my part. But I do wish that good people who don't hurt anyone else would just be happy. You know? Sakura Just Saying, Be kind it doesn't cost you anything
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Sometimes I myself wonder why people think God or a higher being is going around punishing people for being naked and having sex. After all, truth be told anything "said" by God or a higher power was written by a human. Can we honestly trust those humans not to put their own agenda in? Is there somehow a reason why the story always begins with Adam and Eve naked... They ate from the tree and dressed themselves. There was no command directly from God that said, bad naked humans. Stay dressed or be smited. Even in the commandments burned in by God... Where does the part in the stone that read, just making sure that you don't run around naked or ever enjoy sex because it's just as bad as murder.... What would happen if people asked God or a higher power directly about nudity and sex instead of why is there war and why do you let bad things happen to good people? If this God or higher power said, dudes you were duped by some misguided humans. Oopsies... Well then what? You can't take back all that guilt. I don't knock down what people believe or whatever religion they choose to believe in. But I think there has to be a line you draw on your own. One that says I deserve to be happy. My God or higher power wants me to enjoy life and be happy. I'm happiest naked or having sex that isn't hurting anyone else. So I'm going to be happy! Wishful thinking on my part. But I do wish that good people who don't hurt anyone else would just be happy. You know? "One that says I deserve to be happy. My God or higher power wants me to enjoy life and be happy. I'm happiest naked or having sex that isn't hurting anyone else. So I'm going to be happy! Wishful thinking on my part. But I do wish that good people who don't hurt anyone else would just be happy. " I am trying to live by this.
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