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The Time
The Time Some days I breeze along and get things done. Sometimes all life around me makes me smile. Sometimes I wish I had a river to skate away on. Sometimes nothing seems worth the trouble - I notice everything that's wrong. Sometimes my heart is gladdened by the rain. I wake each day and estimate my outlook - a day to muddle through or one to fly? And sometimes, by my second or third tea cup, I manage to achieve something with my time. But lately the whole process seems much harder; less light, more shade. I'm not sure where I'm aiming. And the time passes. It seems like there is much less of it left, but I'm no nearer knowing what I want it for. |
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Some days I breeze along and get things done. Sometimes all life around me makes me smile. Sometimes I wish I had a river to skate away on. Sometimes nothing seems worth the trouble - I notice everything that's wrong. Sometimes my heart is gladdened by the rain. I wake each day and estimate my outlook - a day to muddle through or one to fly? And sometimes, by my second or third tea cup, I manage to achieve something with my time. But lately the whole process seems much harder; less light, more shade. I'm not sure where I'm aiming. And the time passes. It seems like there is much less of it left, but I'm no nearer knowing what I want it for.
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10/19/2021 3:39 am |
i am alone at home right now chat me please
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Hi Only One, thanks for your comment. I have a small number of very close friends I keep in constant touch with. I have never been much of a one for big groups or parties, or occasional acquaintances, always more comfortable one to one or in a small group. I have worked from home for twenty years or more. I have always shopped locally and I don't go out to the cinema or whatever that much - usually I prefer a coffee or a country walk or a quiet drink with a friend. So the pandemic hasn't changed my life all that much on the face of it and I am at a loss to work out whether my changes in mood (which I have always had, but which seem worse now) have anything to do with it or not. Yes, the news can make me edgy, so I don't always listen, but like you, I second guess, I doubt, I anger - you put it so well. But I can not see the reasons for this, and it worries me!
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Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present. - Keane The hardest lesson for me to live by is to live in the present
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I know better than to fall into the loop but somedays I just can't free myself from the loop.
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Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present. - Keane The hardest lesson for me to live by is to live in the present
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I know better than to fall into the loop but somedays I just can't free myself from the loop.
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