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Bittersweet symphony  

partygald 41F
3085 posts
3/8/2014 9:19 pm

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3/13/2014 4:26 pm
Bittersweet symphony

So another weekend has passed, or is passing, and here is another blog. Maybe I'm venting. I've been..venting quite a bit of late. Then again, I think I have good reason to. Been wanting to post about the breakup between the bf and I (although I guess now he's the ex bf now) but gave myself a few days to clear my head. So now, about 10 days later, I find I'm leaning towards a more gratitude-oriented post.

So yeah, the bf and I have decided to take a break from each other, although realistically, it's probably more of a "calling-it-quits" than a break. It has been building up, but only for a short while, and things were going really well before that, but, what the hell. It's over, and I'm getting through the mourning stage. What has helped though, are people that remind you, or in this case, me, that they are your friends and they are there for me. Case in point - I was flying back after a short work trip yesterday early afternoon and after touching down, I switched on my phone and got a few messages from Mr Married, saying he'd come to pick me up. This after me telling him earlier that it wasn't necessary. So yea, nice surprise. It's nice to see him taking the "friend" part of the fwb relationship seriously too. We grabbed lunch, hung out, he kept me company and sent me home. It was nice

I then met up with L, the girl from the gym, later in the evening and took her up on her offer of it being my turn to do the tying. I can't say it wasn't premeditated cos I had brought my...stuff, to her place And I have been thinking about it since we were last together. So from the get go, I tied her hands behind her back, and ended up sitting on her face and grinding myself to sweet ecstasy. Of course, there was a lot of hair pulling and spanking, and little details I'm leaving out, but I ended with her kneeling on the edge of her bed with clothes pegs on each of her nipples and me going to town on her with my strap on. Again, I've never been one to be excessive with this but, I guess in my current emotional state, I did end up being a little excessive

She told me after that she was a little surprised, and wasn't expecting me to take things to the next level so quickly. I guess that makes two of us. It was...oddly cathartic Anyhow, now the ball is back in her court and its her turn next. I'm still not crazy on the idea of every physical session between us will involve either one of us getting tied up. Or down, for that matter, but will see how far this goes. For now, at least.

Am also a little apprehensive on jumping headlong into another relationship in the midst of dealing with the ashes of another. But its kinda hard when we've already progressed to...well, what we've been doing to each other SSSooooo....yea. Gonna have to sort out quite a bit of things, I say. Actually, more so like just riding it out.

partygald 41F
1963 posts
3/8/2014 9:33 pm
    Quoting rockkickass69v2:
    If you think she will be good for you & she's interested you should persue the relationship.
    After all I'm in America & you can't persue me currently. LOL!
Wow..that was quick!
Ok, this seems contradictory but might play this one slow....


partygald 41F
1963 posts
3/8/2014 9:33 pm

 Ha! Simple, yet no truer words.
Thanks!


Make_U_Cum2016 55M/52F  
2113 posts
3/8/2014 9:53 pm

 We people are weird.......we go into situations.............with every intention of doing this or that.............then do something totally different.

I say don't plan anything.......just go with the flow.

Until it does not feel good anymore.
"Be selective in your battles, for sometimes Peace is better than being right"

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maneo69 69M
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878 posts
3/9/2014 11:36 pm

 Went to town on here with your strap on?
Oh, my.
That certainly is some way to start moving on.
Enjoy.


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